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Xsâ XqenIbnÂ\n¶v BZyambn hncnª Acnapøqhn\v C{Xtbsd kpKÔapsWvS¶v AcpÔXo tdmbv Hcn¡epw hnNmcn¨pImWnÃ. AXv lnamebirwK§sf hIªp amän temI¯nsâ kmlnXy kncIfn ]pXnb D·mZ¯nsâ AeIÄ k½m\n¨p. Ncn{X¯mfpIfnse kmaqlnILS\bpsS ImWm¡WnI tXSnbpÅ bm{XbmWv tKmUv Hm^v kvtamÄ XnMvkv. tIm«bw PnÃbnse Abva\w F¶ {Kma¯nepWvSmb Xsâ _meyIme A\p`h§Ä km£n\nÀ¯nbmWv AcpÔXn t\mh Nn«s¸Sp¯nbncn¡p¶Xv. F§s\bmWp PohnX¯nse IªpIpªp Imcy§Ä a\pjycpsS hnImchnNmc§sf kzm[o\n¡p¶Xv? \mw Hcn¡epw Nn´n¡m¯ \nÊmcamb tNmZyw kckamb coXnbn tdmbv t\mhen AhXcn¸n¡p¶p. temIs¯¼mSpapÅ hnaÀiIcpsSbpw hmb\¡mcpsSbpw {]iwk ]nSn¨p]änb tKmUv Hm^v kvtamÄ XnMvkv 1997 _p¡À ss{]kn\v AÀlambn.
"And the air was full of thoughts and things to say. But at times like these only the small things are ever said. Big things lurk unsaid inside.''
Cu t\mh ]mSn¸Xnª IpªpImcy§fpsS k¦oÀ¯\ambncn¡mw. ]t£, H¶p kq£n¨p t\m¡nbm henb henb Imcy§Ä Hfn¨ncn¡p¶Xmbn ImWmw. 1969 Cc«Ifmb dmtlen\pw FkvXbv¡pw Ggp hbÊmbncp¶p. IYbpsS ]Ým¯e¯n Abva\w kndnb³ Im¯enIv IpSpw_w. ChnsS FkvXbpsSbpw dmtlensâbpw I®pIfneqsS I½yqWnkhpw PmXnhyhØbpw kvt\lhpw ]Ibpw NXnbpw ho£n¡s¸Sp¶p.
A½p sF¸nsâ FXnÀ¸pIÄ FÃmw hn^eambncp¶p. Aѳ tXbne FtÌäv apXemfn¡v Ahsf hnhmlw sNbvXp \ÂIn. `À¯mhnsâ `oIcamb aZy]m\hpw hgnhn« PohnXhpw A½phnsâ PohnXw ZpÊlam¡n. Ahkm\w AhÄ Xsâ a¡fmb dmtlens\bpw FkvXsbbpw Iq«n Abva\¯v Xsâ A½bpsSbpw ktlmZcsâbpw ASpt¯¡p h¶p.
A½phnsâ ]pXnb PohnX¯n\p Iq«mbn AÑsâ ktlmZcn t__n sIm¨½bpw AhnsSbpWvSmbncp¶p. ASp¯hcpsS {]iv\§sfbpw k¦S§sfbpw t\m¡n AhÀ ]et¸mgpw Nncn¡pambncp¶p. Xm³ {]Wbn¨ sFdnjv ]ptcmlnXs\ In«m¯Xnsâ Xocm hyYbn AhÀ C¶pw AhnhmlnXbmbn¯pScp¶p.
A½phnsâ ktlmZc³ Nmt¡m HmIvkv^Uv bq\nthgvknänbn ]Tn¡p¶ Ime¯v Cw¥ojvImcn amÀKcäv F¶ amÀKcäv sIm¨½sb hnhmlw Ign¨p. F¶mÂ, tkm^ntamfpsS P\\¯n\p tijamWv Nmt¡m amÀKcänsâ AhnlnX _Ôs¯¡pdn¨dnªXv. hnhmltamN\¯n\p tijw Ah³ Abva\¯p Xncns¨¯n A½bpsS _nkn\kv GsäSp¯p \S¯n. ]t£, amÀKcänsâ ImapI³ eWvS\n hml\m]IS¯n acWs¸Sp¶p. Nmt¡mbpsS £Wa\pkcn¨v {Inkvakv BtLmjn¡m³ amÀKcäpw tkm^ntamfpw Abva\s¯¯n.
Nmt¡mbpsS ^mÎdnbnse sXmgnemfnbmbncp¶p shfp¯. Xmgv¶ PmXnbnse AwKambXn\m ]et¸mgpw htcWyhÀK¯nsâ Ahtlf\§Ä¡v Ah³ Ccbmhpambncp¶p. ]t£, A½p am{Xw Ahs\ kvt\ln¨p. tkm^ntamÄ k©cn¨ncp¶ tXmWn adnªv AhÄ acn¡p¶p. shfp¯bmWv sIme]mXI¯n\p ImcWsa¶p t__n sIm¨½ t]menkn\p samgn\ÂIn. t]menknsâ imcocnI]oU\§Ä ImcWw shfp¯ acn¨p. shfp¯bpambpÅ A½phnsâ _Ôw Adnª Nmt¡m Ahsf ho«nÂ\n¶p ]pd¯m¡n. 31mw hbÊn dmtlepw FkvXbpw Abva\¯p hoWvSpw Hcpan¡p¶p.
PmeI§fneqsS \mw ImWp¶Xp \ngepIÄ am{XamWv. kvt\lw, ZpxJw, IcpW F¶nhbv¡v AkvXnXzanÃ; a\pjysâ PohnX¯n\pw.
